When I began this blog I was inspired by Our Lord. In my haste to get it started I originally misspelled the blog name.
There are many new posts at the correct blog: http://twelveweeksand2days.blogspot.com/
Hope you will check it out!
Wednesday, February 19, 2014
Sunday, February 16, 2014
The Why
The purpose of this blog is the share my journey as a pregnant Mama after the loss of a baby, my baby, Peter.
My perspective is going to be different than many but there will never be an identical story.
I am diabetic so losing a baby at 38 weeks is a true fear again. I know women who have had still births have a fear of losing there next babies diabetic or not! This is my journey.
Today, I am twelve weeks and 2 days pregnant. At mass this morning God placed on my heart to start this blog. What a weird title but I thought what are the chances that this blog page will be free. Well if it is I will start writing Lord.
Here I am writing. My purpose, my why, to share with you. To share my journey through the next 6 months.
I trust God and know that the outcome of this baby growing within my is His will. I may have a perfectly healthy baby, a second still birth or anything in between but it is His will and I am choosing to trust him. This is a new reality. It took me 11 weeks to reach this conclusion. Last week at mass I realized that I have a little Saint in heaven and if it is God's will for me to have two saints in heaven I need to except His will and prepare my husband and other children for all possibilities. How do I do this? I truly do not know but this is my journey!
I will say that YES this is without a doubt the scariest pregnancies I have gone through and I am only 12 weeks and 2 days. I have not told many people (until now/today)!
I am not sure why but it is important to me that other Mamas having a hard pregnancy have a place to come and know they are not the only one. I am not a writer so if you are expecting quality writing you will not get it here. What you will get is my emotions good, bad, and indifferent. My experience and how I am doing TODAY!
Hope you are looking forward to taking this journey with me. Only God knows how this will end!
My perspective is going to be different than many but there will never be an identical story.
I am diabetic so losing a baby at 38 weeks is a true fear again. I know women who have had still births have a fear of losing there next babies diabetic or not! This is my journey.
Today, I am twelve weeks and 2 days pregnant. At mass this morning God placed on my heart to start this blog. What a weird title but I thought what are the chances that this blog page will be free. Well if it is I will start writing Lord.
Here I am writing. My purpose, my why, to share with you. To share my journey through the next 6 months.
I trust God and know that the outcome of this baby growing within my is His will. I may have a perfectly healthy baby, a second still birth or anything in between but it is His will and I am choosing to trust him. This is a new reality. It took me 11 weeks to reach this conclusion. Last week at mass I realized that I have a little Saint in heaven and if it is God's will for me to have two saints in heaven I need to except His will and prepare my husband and other children for all possibilities. How do I do this? I truly do not know but this is my journey!
I will say that YES this is without a doubt the scariest pregnancies I have gone through and I am only 12 weeks and 2 days. I have not told many people (until now/today)!
I am not sure why but it is important to me that other Mamas having a hard pregnancy have a place to come and know they are not the only one. I am not a writer so if you are expecting quality writing you will not get it here. What you will get is my emotions good, bad, and indifferent. My experience and how I am doing TODAY!
Hope you are looking forward to taking this journey with me. Only God knows how this will end!
Twelve Weeks and 2 days
On Thursday I go and God willing we will hear baby Niall's heart beat.
Yes this is the announcement. Sometime in the summer we are expecting Niall baby #5. Are we excited!! you know we are. Are we scared?? I can speak for myself and YES I am scared.
While at mass this morning I decided it may be helpful to other women if I were to blog about my journey through this pregnancy. My journey will be different that other Mama's that have had a loss. I am sure that every journey is different. I am also sure there will be many similarities. It is my journey and all I can do is hope that it helps one Mama out there.
Yes today I am 12 weeks and 2 days pregnant. I wasn't going to talk about it until after my appointment on Thursday but today it was clear that it doesn't matter. If something happens between now and Thursday I will share that part of my journey.
Please pray for me and my family! Thanks.
Yes this is the announcement. Sometime in the summer we are expecting Niall baby #5. Are we excited!! you know we are. Are we scared?? I can speak for myself and YES I am scared.
While at mass this morning I decided it may be helpful to other women if I were to blog about my journey through this pregnancy. My journey will be different that other Mama's that have had a loss. I am sure that every journey is different. I am also sure there will be many similarities. It is my journey and all I can do is hope that it helps one Mama out there.
Yes today I am 12 weeks and 2 days pregnant. I wasn't going to talk about it until after my appointment on Thursday but today it was clear that it doesn't matter. If something happens between now and Thursday I will share that part of my journey.
Please pray for me and my family! Thanks.
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